The first dream was that someone was yelling at me that we had to leave for some big event but I didn’t even know it was happening. So I was running to get ready and when I looked in the mirror at the end instead of what I thought I had put on I was dressed like a circus clown. I was startled, ashamed, and horrified, and yet also felt a pleasure so immense it woke me up. Then the next dream was that I was at a giant gala and I found my friends there.But we kept losing each other because I had a martini glass with nothing but olives in it and was looking for someone to fill it with gin.
Dreams often reflect our subconscious thoughts, feelings, and experiences. Let's break down the themes in your dream.
The Urgency and Obligation: The first part of your dream, where someone is yelling at you about an event you didn't know about, may suggest feelings of pressure or obligation in your waking life. There could be situations where you feel unprepared for what life is demanding of you or perhaps you feel as if you are missing out on important events or responsibilities.
Clown Attire: Discovering that you're dressed as a circus clown may symbolize feelings of embarrassment or self-doubt. Clown imagery can represent humor and silliness, but it can also signify feeling out of place or not being taken seriously. The mix of horror and pleasure you felt could indicate a conflict between societal expectations and your desire for freedom or authenticity. There might be aspects of yourself that you wish to express more openly but are unsure how to do so.
Searching for Connection at the Gala: The gala can represent social gatherings and relationships in your life. The difficulty in finding your friends despite being surrounded by people could indicate feelings of isolation or a struggle to connect with others. The martini glass filled only with olives might symbolize needing fulfillment or substance in your social interactions. The search for someone to fill the glass with gin could represent a desire for excitement or deeper connections in your friendships or social experiences.
Overall, your dreams reflect themes of societal expectations, personal identity, feelings of being overwhelmed, and the quest for genuine connections. They may encourage reflection on how comfortable you feel in your current social situations and whether you are allowing yourself to express your authentic self. Consider how these elements relate to your waking life, and think about any changes or adjustments you might want to make in your social interactions or personal expression.